I've ruined my life

Thanks Shadow,

I am going to try and take a break from sorting anything out until I feel a bit better.

I'm sort of 'woozy' at the moment. I'll go to work tomorrow (need to interact with people) and then take the weekend to relax and rethink my future.

Monday will be hopefully bring a new revitalised and positive me.

I can't do it until then. I am too tired of my own emotions, I just need to be 'nothing' for a few days.

I'll survive though. I know that in my heart and mind.

Hey people....

I have decided to show you who I am

Well hello there, nice to put a face to a post!!!!!!!

How are you feeling anyway? Is this the first step (putting your photo on) to your moving on and deciding what you want to do now??

You do wonder what people look like.

I think you will find that now you have accepted the situation you will find the strength to carry on.

Good luck

zara

Feeling better as the day goes on thanks Zara.

I am back into work tomorrow (had today off) and then vegitating over the weekend to rebuild my strength.

Monday am, up will pop a healthier, more positive and stronger person!

Yep, this is the very first step, and you have been the first witness!!!! Lucky you

enjoy a chilled weekend.
Love the pic,that is a positive step.
pep

fantastic pic, huge step, we are still all (mostly!) hiding behind ours. what a way start afresh. you will feel so envigorated if you can shake off the past and look to a new beginning. you will get on better with W i expect as well. BFF wont be able to touch you if you are not so dependent on W and W will see a new more exciting and possibly something she saw in you before that she fell in love with then. and then you will be in control of the next step, not her!! and you will be more of a support to your kids. so go for it. well done!!
>>>>>>> those are zoom stripes!!

Thanks Pep and GW.

Love the zoom stripes

I am ready to shake the dust off, let the past go wherever it wants. This is ALL before the new tabs kick in as well, blimey, I'll be unstoppable in a week or so

Never thought of putting the pic up as a big step. S'pose it is really. Go me